C1145 Not the Same

It's not the same.

"Yeah, god isn't that bad. It won't be that bad for anyone, it's just that it's a bit unfair, that's all. He's only bad to me. He's bad to others. It's just that I'm not satisfied with this. Why should I... Why should I... I really feel better in my heart..."

" But this is all in the past. The current me... I won't be like that anymore. After all, I've loved, I've hurt