His Soul &His Shame

Love! is this word beautiful or deceitful? I am tired of hearing him say that soulless I love you and get back to his mistress, side-chick, or whatever. it is not like we are in a relationship or we are a couple. the relationship we are in is more than something which shouldn't be named.
I just want to be loved by him, physically and emotionally. I should be the one he is seeking whenever he feels horny, is this wrong to feel like this? but not for only tending to his wounds or being a shoulder to cry on. 
maybe it's wrong to feel something for the man who never describes you as more than a friend but always looks at you like he wants to do things with you that friends shouldn't. 
what is so good about her is that he always ended up in her bed, maybe I never will know, and by asking I don't want to ruin whatever we have. but it's time to move on from Ezra Irwin and do something good for my life too. 
come and follow Fay Moore and Ezra Irwin in their Life's Drama and know what will happen.