Love You, My Nameless Pain

I humbly loved that man for three years. Finally, one night, while he was still drunk, I snuck into his room.
I had a child, but he suspected I was having an affair with another man. But I can't argue, because I can't talk.
The moment that the child lost his life, he finally repented. However, my heart had already turned cold.
Until one day, when he pushed me out of the flood and into the whirlpool, I opened my mouth and wanted to say that I loved you, but I couldn't …