The pains in my world (I was far from this!)

THE PAINS IN MY WORLD
                 I was far from this...
Written by: Jemimah Temitope Joloko
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Yes harder.oh Dr right there, oh f**k.
I moan under him as thrust into me hard but not too fast.
Common ride me fast,oh no this dude is a learner.
I flip him in the bed and sit on him directly in the d***k taking over.
I started riding him crazy as he moaned in pleasure.
"What the f***k!
get out.``i said angrily. He just cummed inside me when I started enjoying his service.
"Am sorry boss man."he bow pleads. "idiot,get out."I shouted and immediately he ran out.
I light my cigarette and smoke.Yeah I feel good now.
Oh sorry.forgive me for my lack of manners.
"My name is Alicia Johnson, don't be surprised, yeah I am a female but boss man.
The only daughter of Mr and Mrs Johnson.
i am not rich or poor but we are okay.yes middle class.
I came from a born again family, in fact my mom was a minister back then in one of the popular ministries.
My dad won't talk about him now.
she laughed.
I understand your feelings.
a born again and a minister child living like this?,but wait don't dare condemn it because this is my life now!"she shouted lighten another cigarette.
"That hot s**x and this(pointing at the cigarette she is holding)and that(pointing at where hard drugs are kept)are my life now"she said.
"They are what make this thing called my life liveable, enjoyable.
they are what make this thing called my life active."she said in pain but one could see she is trying best to control herself.
"This is not what I have always wished for, but is now my destiny.
This is not my decision but is now my direction and position."she said.
"I love my life now, yes don't feel bad because I am in love  with my life now.
This is my world now.
WELCOME TO MY WORLD"she said smiling.
"Take the popcorn and sit down.
yeah i want to take you through the past of my life.
 Remember you can only go through it, you can't change anything there but you can learn a lesson"she said smiling.
THE PAINS IN MY WORLD
Welcome to my world.
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Tbc..